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time flies

and we r facing each other

now or
never


thats ....kinda  best


anywhere,,anytime

last time i told meself not to search your shadow in my past but whenever i see u r on line,i cant help reminding myself abt. u and ur perfect smile am i stupid or, am i so stupid.. i failed,totally i lost my dictionary,that's so terrible but the most upset thing is i still live in the past with the poor myself,so poor what means a LOVE to me?i dont kno i bet i can never say a word like LOVE so deeply have i ever LOVED someone?its still a question whatever, i tell everyone im fine in fact ,im fine...so fine to realize the fact im facing now this morning we r warned to find another dorm in the next three days of course it's a great shock to us but soon professore has contact the secreteria maybe it wont be a big problem,i wish yesterday was amazing...i talking with my roomate. yes, who is the last person i want to talk to in the world but,we've been talking for hours...abt her ex-bfs... so faint...anyway,i told her sth,of course,i must say..i feel relaxed after i said these to her do i look so pale? i guess ..yep days r flying soon it will be 2 months since i got here another half more year we'll say hi to everyone i love in SHANGHAI i really really..really looking 4ward to u guys! like always..^_^

好像最近比较空荡了 每天竟然也可以这样空虚的度过 一早去学校还是继续罢课 不过 我们学院还是很正常的 好像所有学校的政治学院都很能闹 罗马人真棒。。 扯着横幅站在铁轨上 coool 增俄coool 哎。。 怎么可能忘记呢 自己想要的东西是记得最清晰的 可是 我现在迫切的要想不起它 原来 所有的事情 都是注定 策呢。。。人争不过命 讲讲梦话 看过算数 其实 陈*峰不错的亚 哦？桃子？嘿嘿。

每个人心中
总有那么一两句谎话 

anyone cant be told 

or 
u will lose them ALL 

是伤害 是释怀
大概 要留到很久以后了吧 

但是我依然相信 
总有一天
他们会明白

我终于开始上课了
我竟然有些不习惯
我不喜欢老师总是对着|我们|说capite？
我希望 
我和他们一样 

最近是不是很流行分手？
我不知道 
每年都是这样一个轮回
默默地
两个人 两个世界 

终于明天又是周末了
可以睡个懒觉
呵呵
很满足呢
不知道能不能和外公外婆视频
要等我。。。。 

他们居然背着我们去了pisa！！
可恶法！！！
嘿嘿下次我也要去
我要去很多地方 

今天看到一个帅哥
真的帅！！
就在六教大厅里
穿黄色。。。
非常扎眼策呢
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

英语课我喜欢的亚
我只能喜欢英语
我有点怀念王位品&张秉 
我怀念很多。
所以不敢再怀念了 

生活可以复制
就好了。

today we had a few prob. with our certification
 but, im still in a good mood
i dont know y
maybe the time flies and im getting used 2 it
also...i started to take a closer look on this city
its really fantastic,but old,also smooth.
people come and go,sometimes,women holding  cigarrettes
it's life,it's their attitude,they must show sth. ,good or bad, means they r alive.

i got 2 chat with other friends who came here with me these days
i told them abt. my roomate,a XXX girl....i cant find an exact word 4 her ,sorry....
maybe i always find someone like this, i dont like,but have to stay with,its awful...but, real challenge, i wont run away,i'll face it

the weather is becoming cooler ..and colder
i dont even feel the autumn and now it may be the end of it...but the sun is still powerful at noon
thx to it ,then i can have my loved ice cream on my way 2 the campus,i enjoy this feeling,walking alone,eatting ice cream,looking aound the passers-by,and the sun is shining on me,black guys passing me and said"how r u",that's all the life should be.but i know, i stilll miss shanghai,i love my hometown and all my friend and my dear parents there,if i can choose, i would definitly have the florence's afternoon and shanghai's morning and night 'cos i could see dear u all when i open my eyes also close my eyes.....hah,that's ridiculous i know...but ,real thought.

well, sono bene....vi amo! ciao

快要|飞跃|的样子
我不转弯 不转弯
我依然是那个|你|熟悉的样子
我说再见 
老地方相见

|你|还在等待
我明白

那些幼稚的往事 
现在看来都很美好 
连不开心的事
都让我想来很开心

在随身的包里放了一本书
一本|你|也猜不到的书
《SCARLETT》

我希望
回来的时候 
有那么点变化
和长大。

Last, but not the least

DADDY MUMMY
I LOVE U

its abt. a song i love..maybe loved
its all because of u
the man i always chased before
he brought this voice 2 me
and no doubt i was fascinated by it, without any protection
wanna thank U but not knowing what 2 do
just..thank QUILL. 
AND dont forget 2 take ur dreams with U


its been a long time since i listen to this song  that i love most last time
i could hardly forget abt. it but GOD had pulled me back
unfortunately, in a terrible situation
on that moment  im a lil' sucked
i never thought that this song made me so hopeless since i heard it from her blog.
in a more cruel word, i hate her & her blog
she must know nothing abt babyface and wot the lyrics tell abt.
all she knew is pretending
pretending 2 b what? 
2 be a glamorous bi*ch with her "open" bfrd
GOD know how i looked DOWN on them

august never fits me..i think
someone's b-day,someone will leave that day..4 a lone time maybe
all i can do is counting the days down , keep telling myself, everything will be okay
u dont need them anyway..its all the same because u'll never get wot u want
besides that..i could do NOthing
Im like a fool , never know how to let others know,how to recieve helps..
maybe i dont need these..maybe i just dont know wat 2 say,how 2 face the ppl i love and WHO loved me

since the last minutes, i realized why daniel wont let others share her CDs and idols
its not because of greed but emotion, and the right 2 hold one's true feelings
f*cking that i know it 2 late...

the sun is shining everyday 
even the forecast said it would rain this aftnoon
but all i can see is sadness,all i can hear is cold hopeless melodies
i dont know wots wrong
just now i've seen a movie--CLOSER
i just tell myself: try 2 be closer,but not 2 be a closer.
time flies...soon the worst aug. is coming
i cant afford it but i have 2
nothing will beat me down
sth.or sb. i feel nauseous , i have 2 delete them


my pal has succeed 2 get the visa
i think its time 2 be calm 2 face the future
things r getting smoothly in its own way
aft. the terrible aug...i should be strong enough 2 face and overcome all the obstacles by myself
4 dear parents,4 dear friends and 4 the ONLY me.
believe me 
i hope its the last time i made u worried abt. me and my words
though...im still hopeless.

自己把sp的文章都过了一遍
只是这一年
suffer more的一年
我是这样长大的

于是庆幸从未有过后悔的感觉
但转手又隐隐作痛
为什么有点难过
因为看到自己长大的痕迹
为什么长大会难过
因为我不会在单纯的思考问题
为什么不单纯了
因为这个世界不是我想要的
为什么看不惯这个世界
因为她与我格格不入
为什么。。
为什么我问不出问题来了
。。。
没有|为什么|了。


曾经写道：luv is sore
现在你依然如此
跟你说这些并不是因为要等你那句谢谢
而是想要更了解你

我想要说什么的时候
你却没有反应了
于是我也不想说下去了
每一次都是这样
于是我越发不了解你了
我不了解你
每一次
于是 出于关心我会跟你开玩笑
而你总无法分辨玩笑和认真的差别

于是
我们止步不前

很高兴你依然知道该怎么做
也相信你会有改变
于是
我依然祝福你

昨天同学去签证了
她说感觉很不好
于是我有点担心了
希望一切有惊无险
她遇到个难缠老太太
于是我只希望
我的rp可以一飙再飙 永无止境

早晨去办事
结果还挺顺利
9点不到就结束了
于是我进了KFC
终于吃到所谓“安心油条”
心满意足
至少
这也算个夙愿。

于是
王太总算安全着陆
一家的生活恢复常态


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